So I blog now..... who knew? Well I thought alot of what I would say and so here it goes. How easy it is to get cought up in the problems of the world and the day to day, the economy, people making offf with millions while other suffer, banks being bailed out, AIG.... the list goes on. As I'm sure you all know. We have no more control over it then we do the weather. Does it suck? Sure, but I think we have to be positive and look at what we can control. Me being a member of The church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints I have been outraged and saddend by the numbers of people who speak out against the church because of what we believe and the things we hold sacred. Mad because we have rights just as they do and it seems everywhere you turn the family is being attacked in some shape or form. Sad because they don't understand and their minds and hearts have been closed. I know things will only get worse before they get better, and it is up to me to deciede how I will handel it. Is it hard to get cought up in the now? Voice my opinion of where I stand politicliy, who is right or wrong? Of corse, Is it important? Probably not, but I have to remember that I do have control over how I am living my life, what I teach my future children, that they will learn the importance of family and the gospel. . It is so scary to think what kind of world they will live in. I have to be positive and remember the good things in life, such as I have a wonderful loving husband that I get to spend time with even if it is a few hours a day. That I live in a free nation and can do as I please, I have a good job that is dependable, I am able to wroship the way I want, I can enjoy the beauty all around me.... the list goes on. When I find myself watching the news, or listening about the latest bailout, or what Obama has to say, or weather or weather not the wolves are on or off the list. It's frustrating and makes no sense to me at times, I get angery and don't understand. I have to take a step back and remember the things that really matter in life, the rest I guess as they say is just dust in the wind.